I don't know what that was all about. Just a song I like, I guess.

Anyway, Is it just me, Or are there too many reality shows? (I know, Old question)Now we have channel devoted to Reality television. Fox Reality, Is one of the worst networks to ever exist, Next to The DuMont Network. I seriously think it won't be long, Before America revolts. WE WANT GOOD, QUALITY TELEVISION. Not some idiot's idea of a good show. The only "reality" show that should be allowed to stay, Is "Fear Factor". It's an OK show. But all this other crap, Like "Big Brother" and "The Amazing Race", Needs to have all recordings bought back, And dumped in sulfuric acid. There is too much CRAP on television as it is. The ONLY childrens shows that should be allowed on television, is "Sesame Street", Reruns of "Mister Rogers' Neighborhood", Or *sic*, "Barney & Friends". The rest can disappear for all I care.

I need better material...

HAHA, Just joking. But I want all of my friends to know, If you have any problems in life, or in any thing, You can tell me, I tell NO ONE. Scout's Honor. There is no key to the Bank Vault in my mind. It's only a one way door. Stuck for good.

Lean on me, when you're not strong,
And I'll be your friend,
I'll help you carry on,
For it won't be long,
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on.

I don't want to write this. But I will anyway. January sucked chode. I lost a friend, One to the Reaper, He was in a carwreck, With him in it alone. Nobody saw it. They found him, approximately 3 hours afterwards, His car had rolled in a ditch, He was partially ejected.

Another reason this month sucked chode, Was because of other events that affected me, Rather personally. Something I'm not at liberty to discuss.

But of course there are obvious exceptions, Like that wonderful thing called WinterJam. That couldn't have been any better. Went broke 2 hours before the event was over, But I didn't need anything anyway. I was with my friends, And I was having a good time. What else matters? My friends are family to me, And they always will be.

And We've had a great second season in Drama Ministry. We finished our 1st script. "Putting it Straight, With Dr. Phyllis", Written by Gwen Solomon, And Myself, will debut sometime in the summer, I'm guessing. I'm the main Character, "Robert Prague", And I'm supposed to appear on a TV show, As the newest spokesperson for F.A.D.D, Fathers Against Drunk Driving. The Catch 22, However, Is that I'm drunk. The whole thing is based on Hypocrisy.

I have however, Found myself, Increasingly lonelier. Not in the, "I'm a Nomad" sense. As in the "I NEED A GIRL!" sense. I am sooo lonely right now. I seriously want a real relationship. No Golddiggers though, HEHE, As I can't support that kind of need, 0_o. Plus, I hate Golddiggers and Harlots. Ladies, If you are interested, Please, Tell me!

Note: The above offer only applies to any girls I know. :)

So, It is with sadness that I close this first blog in February,

See ya tomorrow.

Nate

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Nathaniel R. Gnau
Birthday:	04-21-88
Birthplace:	St. Louis
Current Location:	Brighton IL
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	6' 4"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	German
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Nike
Your Weakness:	I'm a hopeless romantic
Your Fears:	Too many to list
Your Perfect Pizza:	Meatlover's with LOADs of Canadian Bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get a G/F
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Where am I?
Your Best Physical Feature:	My head
Your Bedtime:	Late
Your Most Missed Memory:	Hanging w/ Friends
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Non Plus, I'd rather have White Castle
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffeeeeeeeee
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	Yeah
Do you Sing:	Yes
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Yes, But it was Just a crush, And she said No.
Do you want to go to College:	I dunno. But I guess I should decide.
Do you want to get Married:	Yes
Do you belive in yourself:	Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	Fuck no.
Are you a Health Freak:	Hahaha, No.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Usually
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes, I love them.
Do you play an Instrument:	Learning to play the Guitar, And the Harmonica
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No, Damnit.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No, Yuck.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Nope. Hate Sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No, But Have been working on a script.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	Yes
Ever been called a Tease:	HAHAHAHA, Not a snowball's chance in Bermuda!
Ever been Beaten up:	Yeah, once.
Ever Shoplifted:	Yeah, But I was in second grade.
How do you want to Die:	I dunno.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	An On-Air Radio Broadcaster, And Media Tycoon
What country would you most like to Visit:	Czech Republic
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown, Not dyed
Short or Long Hair:	Long
Height:	Don't matter to me.
Weight:	Same as above.
Best Clothing Style:	Whatever She likes to wear, Is ok with me.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None.
Number of CDs I own:	300 plus, But most are for the computer.
Number of Piercings:	None.
Number of Tattoos:	None, But will get ONE and only one.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Too damn many to list.
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